But I'm always welcoming new friends! If we share something in common I'd love to add you ♥
Doko ni Demo Aru Uta
What is right, what is wrong, that’s why just say that it’s ‘fine’.
When you erase that word yourself, that’s actually the most frightening thing.
Shout as much as you want, that’s the proof that ‘you are here’.
We are not that weak, however we are not strong as well.
That’s why it’s fine to cry. It’s nothing to be embarrassed about.
It’s something that a person only has for tomorrow, the signal for tomorrow.
Cry, wish, fall, and cry once again.
With that, you’ll be an adult, afraid to get hurt.
When you’re holding out to cry all the time, you won’t be able to smile anymore.
When you realise, you are all alone, it's scary.
When you hold back your voice, it’ll hurt but go and cry gently.
Then, when you are being told ‘you are a crybaby’, you can say back ‘you are too’ and it’ll ease. Smile.
Don’t say ‘it’s nostalgic’ when you remember playing around in the past.
Now, grasp that moment that is now.
Look, breath in, breath out, you are alive.
Walk one step at a time. That is enough.
It’s ok. We will be here forever.
That’s why, let out everything from your chest that you want to say is fine.
Forever… Forever, forever…
March is such a slack month!
I've been talking to this person, and he's made me think of a lot of things recently. Like how at the end of the day, we're all nobodies in the world (no, we aren't depressed people), and how we have to just find that happiness in our lives. How to get out from the boring routine we call life. How to find what makes me who I am. Hahaha, it's actually so interesting talking about these things (: I love "deep" conversations where I can blab about absolutely nothing. I just hope he doesn't get sick of me!
And so I just wanted to say, being able to meet the people on LJ from all around, I'm very grateful. I know, I know, I shouldn't be sappy in my first post in like...3 months. But I really am thankful to have met you all! Thank you for putting up with me when I'm being so spazzy/flail-y/mean/weird/ or just myself. I love you all ♥
( Zack Fair DrawingCollapse )
(If you don't know what it is, it's three asian guys who make short films, trust me, they're amazing...♥)
And I have to say that Wesley Chan is soooo cute *___* Like suuuper cute.
He reminds me of a lost, lonely puppy.
(Er, I took the image from google, credits to the person on Tumblr who had this)
Not only is he good at film making, he's good as the actor.
He creates the plot and puts in these abstract deep meanings, and directs those video too. I find his ideas to be genius.
He's artistically talented ♥
His favourite music are movie soundtracks (I loooove movie soundtracks)
OH and he speaks fluent Cantonese, and that discovery just freakin' made made my whole day, even week maybe. When he spoke I was just like :O OMFG♥ .(LOL, you would think I could guess by his last name but I'm slow >.>)
Anyways, he's too adorable and I just had to flail over that ♥
Well, I'M BACKKK ( :
And boy, am I glad. Canada, I love you
Actually, I was back a week ago, but jetlag and pure laziness prevented me from coming on >.>
Where to start? Well, Asia is defintely a place unlike Canada..... it's extremely hot, humid and there are people EVERYWHERE. The highlight was probably all the shopping and super cheap tax free goods. I don't really plan to go into detail about the whole trip. I know it was a vacation, but somehow it was just plain tiring. My family and I couldn't get used to the weather at all, we all got sick, and well... things got a little serious, and it made the trip not as enjoyable. It was chaotic. Oh, and I lost my favourite pair of black flatts.
However, I can now say I've visited those places : D Its one of those life experiences thats hard to forget. Even though there was that incident, I still had fun!
I used to be terrified of rollercoasters, but I went to Lotte World in Korea, and went on "The French Revolution" (its a bad name I know...). I didnt think it was that bad, cept when I was walking across this bridge, I realized the rollercoaster loops over it. I went on it anyways, and it was awesomeeeee ♥ Then in Hong Kong, at Ocean Park, I went on this ride called "The Flash". And well, I found a youtube video. It looks terrifying, but its soooo fun!
In Hong Kong, I was on this mad search for fandom stuff. I found arashi's Beautiful World CD, but it was waaaaay out of my budget range ($50 Canadian! D:) and the Dome DVD was $101 Canadian. Ugh. Why fandom, are you so damn expensive? ;__;
Change of topic, summer vacation is half over, and I have officially done nothing productive for the last month (except clean my room T_T). No icon making, no fanart (though Im thinking about it), no layouts, hardly getting out of the house..... all my friends have summer school. Im going crazy from boredom. Its like Im sitting at home rotting away >.>
Oh, but I found the old fandom stuff in my USB :D
I lost all track of the purpose of this entry LOL. Hope you're all doing well ♥